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2005-03-08 - 3:32 a.m. Steff Knoeing hte chances of anyone ever reading this are slim makes it easier to write. Not that I'm likely to do so often. But it's here. Her name is Steff. She's beautiful. There's something about her I can't explain. She's a world of trouble for me, and I can't keep my mind off her. I only wish I'd realised sooner. There's a million reasons I should try to not want her as badly as I do, and they're trumped by how badly I want her. She's light and toughness and optimism and tragic flaw and life and love and beauty and fucking everything. I can't keep my mind off her. I want to know every inch of her skin. I want to sleep with her by my side. I want her to talk to me. I want to know her stories. I want her on one side, and Chris on my other. My balance. My scales. My insanity and stability, though I'm not sure which is which, or if they're btoha bit of both. But the one is stable, because I know how he feels. Read back to the times when I didn't, and I'll admit I was a fool. But faced with a pretty girl, I still turn tail and run.
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wanna know more about who you're reading about? click here for the cast of characters... or click here for a rundown of the cute and fuzzy members of my household. kat.thryn.kathryn. want more? visit me. the searches of the misguided, leading to me... updated occasionally more exhibitionism for your voyeuristic pleasure: amanda, a girl who's too amazing for words (and whose words are amazing); teclo, a doppelganger of the mind; my twin, the ratling; i'm still waiting for dan to have a forwarding address; fuck art, let's KILL; petra who knows better than i how to cut to the core of things; cobalt blue; the journalist formerly known as flatline; the happy! elfling never fails to make me smile, and her mind-clone, mary, who tends to make me cry; mocksie defies description; sometimesa writes just like i wish i could; bill is a damned fine writer; lisse won't show up in netscape; if i didn't have a boy, i would fall in love with jesse (can't resist those musician bois); i wish i knew this girl better; melissa astounds me with her ability to express.
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